时尚摄影培训机构看《致巴达》

这是一个饱经沧桑的傻子发出的声音，他其实更愿做个柔弱而孩子气的诉苦人。这张条子应该很容易理解。所有的警告都来自于这些年来的「朋克摇滚101」，自从我第一次介入那包含着独立性、应当称为道德原则的东西之后，你们团结一致的拥戴已证明是非常真实的。我已经好多年都不能从听音乐，写音乐以及读和写东西中感到激奋了。时尚摄影培训机构分享对于这些事我感到了一种难以形诸文字的负罪感。比如说，当我们来到后台，灯火熄灭，人们狂躁的咆哮响起，这一切对我的影响就远不如对 Freddy Mercury * 影响那么大，他似乎喜欢而且把玩那些从人群中而来的爱与赞美--那正是我赞赏与嫉妒的一切。

[ Queen 乐队主唱，于 1991年因艾滋病辞世; ]

 

事实上我无法欺骗你们，无法欺骗你们中的任何一人。那对你对我都不公平。我能想起的最大罪恶便是欺骗人们，装模作样，做出一副我 100% 地快乐的样子。

 

有时候我似乎应当在出场之前有台打卡机。我尽了我全部的力量去喜欢这一切，我的确也喜欢。但这还不够。我喜欢这一事实，即我和我们乐队感染和款待了不少人。我太敏感了。我必须清度麻醉才能重获我在孩提时代曾有过的热情。在我们最后的三次巡演中，我对所结识的所有的人和我们音乐的歌迷都有了更多的欣赏，但我还是无法克服我对每个人都抱有挫折感、负罪感和同情。在我们所有人中都有善意，我就是太爱人们了！爱的太多以至于让我感到真的太他妈忧郁，一个略为忧郁的、敏感的、不领情的、双鱼座的耶稣式的人物！

 

我有一个女神般的妻子，她为理想和打动人而拼命努力，我还有个女儿，她让我回忆起我的很多过去，她对那些她遇到的人致以全部的爱和快乐的吻，因为每个人都那么好，而且不会对她有任何伤害。这也让我惊恐万分，以至于我只会瞠目结舌。我没法容忍那种想法，就是弗兰西丝将变成象我这样自我毁灭、走向绝路的摇滚歌手。

 

我快乐地拥有一切，非常快乐。我充满感激。可自打我7岁以来，总的来说，我就对人类充满了仇视，仅仅因为人们似乎太过容易地友好相处，而且还会同情，同情！仅仅因为我觉得自己对人们有太多的爱与同情。从我那燃烧而令人欲呕的胃之深处感激你们所有的人，感激你们在过去岁月里所有的来信和关心。我是个太过反常和抑郁的小子！我已经没有任何激情了，所以要记住：“与其苟延残喘，不如从容燃烧！”

 

和平，爱，同情。

 

Frances 和 Courtney，我会伴你们到老。

 

Courtney 请继续前行，为了 Frances，为了她的生活没有我她的生活会快乐许多。

 

 

To Boddah pronounced,

 

Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simple ton who obviously would rather be anemasculated, infantile camplainee.

This noteshould be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years. Since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community hasproven to be very true. I haven't felt the exitement of listening to as well ascreating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feelguilty beyond words about these things.

For example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowdbegins it doesn't affect the way in which it did for Freddy Mercury who seemedto love and relish in the love and adoration from the crowd. Which is somethingI totally admire and envy. The fact is I can't fool you. Any one of you. Itsimply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rippeople off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100 % fun.

Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it, and I do. God, believe me Ido but it's not enough.

I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. I must beone of one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone.I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasmI once had as a child. On our last three tours I've had a much betterappreciation for all the people I've known personally and as fans of our music,but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have foreveryone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much.So much that it makes me feel too f*cking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, pisces Jesus man! Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know. I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what I used to be.

Full of love and joy kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do herno harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. Ican't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable self-destructive, death rocker that I've become. I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, butsince the age of seven I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Onlybecause it seems so easy for people to get along, and have empathy. Empathy! Only because I love and feel for people too much I guess. Thank you all from the pit of my burning nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore and so remember, it's better to burn out than to fade away. peace, love,empathy.

Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.

Please keep going.

Courtney,

For Frances,

For her life which will be so much happier without me. I love you. I love you!

 

[ Kurt Cobain, 1967-1994 ]

 

“I’d rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.”

 

最后，时尚摄影培训机构致以 Kurt Cobain，也愿永远的「27 Club／二七岁俱乐部」—— Jim Morrison, Janis Joplin, Brian Jones...... —— Rest In Peace.

 

[ Jim Morrison, 1943-1971 ]

 

 

“Expose yourself to your deepest fear. After that, fear has no power. You are free.”

 

 

[ Jimi Hendrix, 1942-1970 ]

 

 

“WWhen the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace.”

 

[ Janis Joplin, 1943-1970 ]

 

 

“Don't compromise yourself. You're all you've got.”

 

 

[ Brian Jones, 1942-1969 ]

“I felt rejected and unloved.”

 

[ Amy Winehouse, 1983-2011]

 

 

“There is no point in saying anything but the truth because at the end of the day, you don't have to answer to anyone but yourself.”